MELTDOOWN!!

For those of you happily slumbering in the early hours of this morning, make sure you watch the daily show tonight. It was friggin brilliant!! Jamie had a full on nervous breakdown over the Bollywood task and his feelings about the "A" team's perception of him.

It was compulsive viewing I can tell you. BB let the "stars" party it up in the rewards room with plenty of alcohol after completing the task, and all hell broke loose.

It all started earlier in the day, when BB made Jamie swap two of the stars for two of the extra's. He chose Sussanah and Thomas to replace Daniella and Travis. He seemed pretty distressed for most of the day over this, and once the grog flowed, his angst came out.

At times the live feeds audio was cut, so I did have to rely on some of the OS diary to inform me of what was going on, but I heard and saw enough of it to reveal that at one point, Jamie was crying then laughing then telling everyone to "Get fucked" then punching the floor with his fists and then hitting himself. He LOST THE PLOT!! He even screamed out "Fuck you Big Brother" twice!!

According to the OS diary, here is what transpired.

00:37: Aleisha and Andrew question Jamie In the Rewards Room the Stars have a conversation. Aleisha says: “When you’re director you say your mind and say what you think. Why don’t you do that normally?” “I’m afraid I’ll offend people,” Jamie admits. Aleisha tells him he should act like director Jamie more often. Jamie says the task has given him the realization: “Some people are going to like me, and some are going to hate me, and I don’t give a fuck.” The conversation turns to Jamie’s analytical nature. Jamie tells Aleisha: “I think I can predict with an 80% accuracy who you’ve voted for.” “I can guarantee you don’t know what’s going on in my head because I don’t know what’s going on in my head,” Aleisha replies. Jamie says he has picked every FNL twist that has happened in the House. Andrew tells him: “I want you to go into BB right now and tell him how you think my twist turned out.”
“Every 60 seconds you’re upset is a minute of happiness you miss,” Aleisha tells Jamie. “That’s how I’m wired that’s how my brain works,” says Jamie explaining his analytical nature: “And I feel I’m better for doing it.” “I’m not trying to be clever,” Jamie says, Aleisha responds: “You’re making everyone think you’re the strategic person in the house.” “I think you’re robbing yourself of your time in here,” Aleisha tells him.


In the Rewards Room Andrew is talking to Jamie. Andrew tells Jamie he thought he came across as false when he had to deliver the bad news during the task. “It felt like it was something really hard for you to do,” says Andrew. Jamie says he cannot tell him what happened in the Diary Room. Andrew says: “If it was all BB making those swaps and changes why would you feel so guilty.” “I want you to understand this isn’t a confrontational situation,” says Jamie. Andrew admits he would have done the same thing as Jamie with this week’s task Aliesha joins them saying: “Sometimes you make me feel comfortable and other times you make me feel very welcome.” Before he can reply, Jamie wonders what Rebecca wants to add to the conversation. Aleisha says if Jamie stops to add Rebecca into the conversation, then: “Then honestly I don’t care to hear what you say.”

“Then I’m feeling insignificance,” Jamie says, Aleisha adds: “If you would have let her speak then I would have left.” “I honesty believe you are buying time,” Aleisha tells him. Jamie gets defensive and says: “Andrew do you want to judge me and tell me what I’m going to say.” “I feel really bad that someone had to leave this conversation.,” Jamie says getting upset. Aleisha says: “Stop crying.” “I’m not crying,” snaps Jamie. “There are times I think Jamie it’s a joke you need to take it as a joke,” Aleisha says, adding: ”You’re missing out on group activities because you’re analyzing things.”

The upshot of all this is Aleisha basically saying, Jamie there are aspects of your personality that I like, and when I see you being THAT person I will associate with you. When you're being analytical, or not fun, I won't have anything to do with you!
Jamie, rightly so, was pissed about this, but we'll have to watch the daily show to see his response. The feeds were cut.

It was very, very bizarre. It was like Jamie had so much he wanted to say but wouldn't or couldn't say it.

From the live feeds 2.14am

Andrew and Jamie retired to the chill out room and Andrew thinks Jamie dismissed everything Andrew and Aleisha had to say. They wanted to hear his feelings on being inside the house. Andrew says Jamie does care what people think of him... even though Jamie had previously said he didn't. Jamie feels that 'a' group is against him. Jamie says he is similar to Andrew in the way they look at the world. He finds the most offensive thing is that people dont accept the way he is. Doesn't expect people to comprehend the way he thinks. Believes he has a formula which gives him an 80% accuracy on how things are going to happen in this house but BB doesn't allow him telling the other housemates his 'formula' He is crapping on about his formula and shit like him propelling himself through the water....

Jamie: I feel under attack at times from groups in this house. There is a group in this house that is against me. Andrew: you feel they are? Jamie: Yes - BB has allowed me to say that much. I don't want to come across as aggressive. I would never ever think that any physical confrontations with come about with you - we are very similar. I agree with your view that I am an analytical person. But my problem is that HMs don't accept that aspect of my personality. I receive information and it goes through a filter. I would find it offensive it people can't accept it. I understand that people wouldn't comprehend it and I don't expect they would.

I'm very interested to see the fall out from this today. They were all really drunk, emotional and dramatic.
At one point Rebecca ran crying from the room when Aleisha told her to butt out and that her conversation with Jamie had nothing to do with her. It was at that point that Jamie first started to cry as well. High drama.

Jamie honestly appeared unstable and at breaking point, last night. I wonder how this will affect the rest of his time in the house.

Task department, take a bow!! I know everyone is saying, "Oh *yawn* this 'have and have nots' idea has been done before. And to that I say, SO WHAT? It should be done every year because it really highlights the characters of the hm's when they're placed under this kind of pressure.

Look at how it has affected The Ice Princess, aka- Emma. She is a hairs breath away from losing it. She really can NOT handle being put in a position where she is considered "less" than someone else, especially Aleisha. Suddenly her lap dog is relegated to a position above her, and she is hating it sooo much. At one point she wasn't even speaking to Aleisha, her so called 'best friend' in the house.

Rebecca has taken to being treated like royalty, like a duck to water! She's milking it for all it's worth and I believe it's because deep down she considers herself above everyone in the house anyway. This task just gives her an excuse to revel in the role! This task has done her no favours and it will be a close call between herself and Jamie as to who goes home this weekend.

Billy is another one not coping well with being an "extra". He is really resenting it and although he's doing better than Emma, he is still becoming surly and bitter about the situation he finds himself in.

I'm LOVING it!! I wish this task could go for another week to push Emma over the edge. Muahahaha!!