Michelle, How I Hate Thee, Let Me Count The Ways

Yes, I'm a fickle bitch. One minute I'm loving a hm to death, the next minute I want to be the one to CAUSE their death.
I had a revelation tonight,the things that attracted me to certain HM's at the start, are the same things that drive me crazy in the end. Much like my romantic entanglements in the past. Hahaha!

Michelle, I loved you so much. You were the breath of fresh air, the opinionated diva who wasn't afraid to buck the system and tell it like it was. You shook up the house and you were REAL.
Now, you're just a real pain the arse and I can barely stand to watch you for another second.

I've been pondering how my love affair with Michelle soured and I think it's because she has proven herself to be very selfish, self-centered and very much like all the other HM's in there. The only difference is she's louder and more "in your face" than they are. You scratch the surface and she is just as two faced, bitchy and false.

A good example of this is her flailing relationship with Aleisha. At the start she was happy to put Aleisha into the role of house "little sister" or child. Aleisha quickly showed that she was very much a part of the boys group and as such she wasn't going to bow to Michelle, or go along with Michelle's plan for her to be the little pet, or plaything. She is someone who is loud like Michelle, but she has the support of the majority and is therefore ABOVE Michelle in stature within the house. Michelle doesn't like this, and doesn't like the fact that Aleisha has a strong support base.
She knows she can lord it over Daniela, and that Daniela needs her as much as SHE needs Daniela, but Aleisha is an island. One that Michelle can't over take.
She proclaimed tonight that Aleisha was "So rude" and needs to "respect her elders". Rather ironic considering Michelle would be the rudest person in there and has no respect for anybody.

Michelle has an inflated sense of entitlement that seems to come from a place of, "I'm going to take that, say that, or do that" before it's taken FROM me, said TO me or done TO me". Offence is her only form of defence in a house where she's feeling a little insecure as to her place. I also think that's one of the reasons she's so loud. She's forcing them to pay attention and take notice of her. She struts around the house barking like a bulldog and it's intimidating the other HM's. It's like if they aren't going to give her the respect and position she deserves, then by Christ, she'll make her presence known and demand it.

Being loud, swearing, shouting over the others is her way of trying to command respect. She doesn't have the intellect to hold an rational debate, so she screams and belittles anyone who disagrees with her, hoping that they'll just shut up and agree to whatever demand she's making.

Tonight Zac took her on over the allocation of numbers for the task. She told him she didn't like his "stupid" Scissors, paper, rock game and flatly refused to play it. Zac replied that he wouldn't play her game either and she was infuriated. How dare he question her? She's the bulldozer and he should just lay down and be rolled over like the others. Her hypocrisy shone through when she told BB that he was being a "smartarse" for disagreeing with her. What does that make HER for refusing to compromise?
She eventually just snatched the number she wanted and it was further evidence of her immaturity, obstinant and aggressive nature.

She continually goes on about the hm's not being opinionated or speaking their mind, yet when they do and it's against her, she howls them down and refuses to listen to one word they're saying. It's her way or no way, and that's the way it is.

As much as I love a bit of confrontation and drama in the house, her behaviour is bordering on bullying and her shrieking voice is driving me from the live streams every day.

Yes, Michelle. Our love affair is over. It's time to go.